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I honestly just hate it if someone has a problem with me but won’t tell me. I’m not psychic. I don’t know if I’m the cause of bad moods. But I would like to apologize, but how can I do that if I don’t even know what to apologize for. I don’t even know if its my fault. I hate when I am ignored/treated as if I don’t even exist. I’ve had to put up with that for so many years in my life and I’m not about to start again. I’m at a breaking point. It’s taking all of my willpower not to just breakdown right now. I’m already my own worst critic constantly putting myself down and not believing the things that people tell me are good qualities. Or understanding why people care about me. Being treated as if I’m not there doesn’t help me at all. I would at least like to be told, “oh hey, I don’t really feel like talking to you because -insert whatever reason here- But I don’t even get that. I just. I choose not to say anything because I really dislike conflict and I am fucking scared. I do not need all the bad qualities about me thrown back in my face which is what i fear will happen. I just don’t understand. 

I’ve just been reassured how easy it is for someone to forget about me.

catobabe:

checaria:

ivegotagoldenticket:

ludwiggermany:

According to Director Joss Whedon, The original cut of the movie was over 3 hours long. There will be about 30 minutes of the excised footage included in the DVD Release, most of which revolves around Steve Rogers (Captain America). Whedon revealed that one of these scenes involved Rogers struggling to adjust to the modern world in his Brooklyn apartment and another revealed Steve Rogers’ reunion with Peggy Carter, his love interest from Captain America: The First Avenger. 

Avengers trivia.

Steve Rogers’ reunion with Peggy Carter.

Steve Rogers’ reunion with Peggy Carter.

Steve Rogers’ reunion with Peggy Carter.

FUCKING SHIT I NEED THIS DVD uAHGUGHGHH

FUCK NO. MY HEART CANNOT HANDLE THAT. FUCKKK

WANT

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